Fuck

Just felt like sayin that....

It is amazing how different a person's perspective can be.  It is also very easy to look at someone else and think they have the world in their hands, but fail to see how lucky we are ourselves. 

Why do drama queens always claim to hate drama, when they invite more drama into their lives than anyone?  It is because drama queens crave attention so much that they create the drama to attract the interest of others.  They claim to hate drama to excuse themselves from having so much.  It is a diversionary tactic used in an attempt to hide their NEED for drama from others, because they know what a derogatory word; "DRAMA" is.

A drama queen is someone that frequently exhibits a "woe is me" attitude, while half heartedly trying to say that their life is awesome.  They reveal just enough self pity that others will know they have something on their mind, but want someone to ASK them to talk about it, as if it is being DRAGGED out of them.

A drama queen is usually shallow.  From my experience, MOST women are drama queens.

I think dramatic royalty is contageous.

Chaos

A lot since my last blog, new friends, new home- what ya gonna do?

I have been talking to someone for awhile now, who always makes me smile. She has been a friend for quite some time and lately I find myself thinking of her a lot more than I ever expected to. I guess thats a good thing too because someone else I have been talking to is revealing herself to be full of shit about most of what she told me about herself and who she is. A bit of a fraud, whether she knew it before or not. I am not surprised, they all do eventually show to be "different" than they present themselves to be. I am sure women would say guys are the same way- but I dont date guys, so who cares!? I know, selfish of me right!? Maybe it is about time I started thinking of JUST myself for once....

Meanwhile, while visiting my father at my sisters house, my room-mate had a party and got us kicked out of our place. I found another apartment, but I am going to miss the lake.


Oh well, turn the page....

I've got a secret

There is something I'm on fire say, but this I cannot do. I cannot speak of all the things I'd like to do with you. The magic that is in my heart I have to keep inside. The endless smile that's on my soul will have to run and hide.

There will someday come a time, when I may say whats true. Until that day it burns in me with every thought of you. And on that day I'm hoping that, to you it will appear. So it will not be a surprise to you -all that you will hear.


Shhhhhh

Είμαι ερωτευμένος

Δεν μπορώ να πιστέψω ότι συνέβη, αλλά πραγματικά πιστεύω είμαι ερωτευμένος. Πάρα πολύ κακός θέλει να είναι με κάποιον άλλο. Αυτή είναι η τύχη μου όμως.

Οι γυναίκες κάνουν τρελλό

I am convinced I was put on this planet to be the worlds punching bag! Condemned to an eternity of torture.

Wait!? Wouldnt that mean I am in Hell?

Women, drive me crazy! Seriously thinking about getting a sex change and becoming a lesbian. SHIT, that wouldnt solve my problem would it? Oh well, back to the drawing board. I wonder whats happnin' at Plenty of Fish?

I know, Im a sucker for punishment.

αντίο ποντίκι

Got up this morning to find our unwanted visitor with is head stuck in the mouse trap. The little bastard had already cleaned off the other 2 traps before he got bit by the last one. Greed, aint it a bitch!?

Had some coffee then walked a mile and then I had an awesome breakfast. I wonder if I should have ate before I walked? Oh well, its the thought that counts right!?

I dont plan on doing too much so there may be a few blogs here today. I would like to work on my book and I think I have a few more pages in me at the moment, but I'll probably pop in to write here whenever I get brain gas, just to keep me loose. I need to get serious about writing, especially while I have so much free time on my hands.

Ill be back...

Sunday was a blast. Went out on a different lake for a change, drank a bottle of Jack and got plastered. Jumped off the boat in my clothes; hat, shades and all - did a little dance, made a little love, got down last night! (ok, I didnt make any love but it sounded good in there)- The girls shot video! (uh oh, havent seen it yet.)

After that, we had a cookout and then went to the bar for a friends birthday party. For some reason I felt the need to do a shot of Cuervo, and it actually snapped me out of my Jack buzz that I was already coming down from - woke me up. Sang a few songs via karaoke, drank some more Jack partied my ass off. Never knew there were so many hotties in this area - but then last night a tree would have looked good to me! (no offense to the "hotties")